Im fucking stuck for options of what to do. Boredom has resorted me to wanting to eat, I can't smoke cos' im trying to stop and spent all my fucking money on that gig and cheesy chips. My girlfriend's at work and isnt back untill 4am, so im stuck waiting around at hers until then tempted to eat all this Philadelphia and drink all this coke.
I want to go out, i want to see L , i want to talk to her properly, I want to get wrecked. But I cant. Nobody trusts me, nobody trusts us. Everybody would just assume that we are fucking or something. When i know full well she would never cheat on her girlfriend and im intent on not cheating on mine. It wouldnt even cross my mind right now. Im happy with my girlfriend, she's beautiful and she makes me happy. what more could I ask for really? But L... I dont know. It's different, she intrigues me and I want to meet up with her and just talk. Is that too much to ask for without the world and its wife assuming that we're getting together? I just want to walk and talk and spend some time. Get what i mean.
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