Im angry. No Im not. I dont know what I am. I just need to fucking ramble bout this. Gah. I dont even know what to say. And im over using fucking full stops. Urgh. fail. what the actual fuck.
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Saturday, 13 March 2010
What the actual fuck?
Speaking of L, literally just seconds after I wrote about her... I get a text.
"I must be fucking cursed...wtf"
turns out, as soon as i get a girlfriend, she breaks up with her girlfriend of a year and a half.
Ermmmm. What.
"I must be fucking cursed...wtf"
turns out, as soon as i get a girlfriend, she breaks up with her girlfriend of a year and a half.
Ermmmm. What.
Philadelphia Soft Cheese
Im fucking stuck for options of what to do. Boredom has resorted me to wanting to eat, I can't smoke cos' im trying to stop and spent all my fucking money on that gig and cheesy chips. My girlfriend's at work and isnt back untill 4am, so im stuck waiting around at hers until then tempted to eat all this Philadelphia and drink all this coke.
I want to go out, i want to see L , i want to talk to her properly, I want to get wrecked. But I cant. Nobody trusts me, nobody trusts us. Everybody would just assume that we are fucking or something. When i know full well she would never cheat on her girlfriend and im intent on not cheating on mine. It wouldnt even cross my mind right now. Im happy with my girlfriend, she's beautiful and she makes me happy. what more could I ask for really? But L... I dont know. It's different, she intrigues me and I want to meet up with her and just talk. Is that too much to ask for without the world and its wife assuming that we're getting together? I just want to walk and talk and spend some time. Get what i mean.
I want to go out, i want to see L , i want to talk to her properly, I want to get wrecked. But I cant. Nobody trusts me, nobody trusts us. Everybody would just assume that we are fucking or something. When i know full well she would never cheat on her girlfriend and im intent on not cheating on mine. It wouldnt even cross my mind right now. Im happy with my girlfriend, she's beautiful and she makes me happy. what more could I ask for really? But L... I dont know. It's different, she intrigues me and I want to meet up with her and just talk. Is that too much to ask for without the world and its wife assuming that we're getting together? I just want to walk and talk and spend some time. Get what i mean.
Guess this is another form of social networking that I need to keep an update on.
So what is it now? Facebook, Formspring and tumblr and now this. Thank God I deleted my Myspace. Im usually stuck on tumblr right now though, it get's addictive.
So, another blog. I love blogging on tumblr, don't get me wrong. It's just become somewhat materialised, what with half of the people I write about getting their own tumblr account and reading what I write about them without me even realising. It's not good. So, i have decided to create yet ANOTHER blog to free myself from having to be careful about what I write and posting directly indirect posts knowing that a certain person/people will read it.
So what is it now? Facebook, Formspring and tumblr and now this. Thank God I deleted my Myspace. Im usually stuck on tumblr right now though, it get's addictive.
So, another blog. I love blogging on tumblr, don't get me wrong. It's just become somewhat materialised, what with half of the people I write about getting their own tumblr account and reading what I write about them without me even realising. It's not good. So, i have decided to create yet ANOTHER blog to free myself from having to be careful about what I write and posting directly indirect posts knowing that a certain person/people will read it.
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